i need to get over you. i need to get over you so you dont have to feel bad. why did i have to fall in love with someone who isn’t in love with me. why. it is unfair. they don’t even like girls. omfg why. ugh just these horrible mental images come to mind of your guys’ future. i just have to keep telling myself that as long as you’re happy, i should be happy, and i am happy. i am just your friend now. just your friend. i know he is more important than i will ever be to you or ever were. so please don’t let my feelings deprive you of your happiness. talk to him more, love him more, be with him more, just he deserves more of you than i ever did. he deserves you because you are amazing. you’ll treat him better than anyone ever could. i know that. you really love him and he is extremely lucky. i hope he realizes that.